Cyrenaic

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Thursday, September 18, 2014

Another Journal entry—Real TV in an alternate universe



Lately I’ve felt I’m living in an alternate universe. It is as if I feel like I’m not really me. Like I’m really a cartoon that is supposes to look like me, but is not really be me.

Then suddenly it occurred to me what might be causing all of this—my TV. With that new digital look, it is much brighter than real life. It is like looking at a world that has had the brightness turned up a few notches. My TV is bright. I watch a lot of it—too much of it obviously. If I watched it several hours out of the day—and I have done that—then I begin to feel as if I am actually in a TV show. It is just like I’m in an alternate universe.

I blame a lack of booze in my life for that also. Liquor makes a dull day come to life. And some of my favorite chemical amusement works even better than that. My special tea or ក works as good.

I may soon stop getting ក. I’m not sure if I really should just keep on getting it if I could actually live without it. Medications are that way. It seems a waist to use them if they are not needed.



-សតិវ​ អតុ
Pix by popstrip.com.


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